dreams are weird hmmm

I had the weirdest fucking dream last night. There was this white bird… I think it was alive? but it looked like it was stuffed and stuck to a base. It was moving, but slowly and creepily and almost like a robot, and the neck could stretch out really weirdly. And I was petting it. The feathers were soft. And I could scratch under it’s chin and it was like there was kind of a black hole, it could lift its head and there would be more feathers

and more feathers

and more

feathers.

then we both ended up in this little room that had everything you could possibly need, i think it had something to do with someone I know, and the bird told me it was a surveillance room. i could watch and hear what was going on the rest of the building through a panel above the little bed that folded out from the wall. there was no lights, but there was kerosene lamps and matches. The walls were covered in drawers and cupboards and I went through a few and found literally everything you could need, from jeans to food to rolling papers (though, i don't smoke- but they were there? like I said...weird. ).

Then there was this little finch that I had found earlier, i guess, and it just sat behind my ear or on my head the entire dream, and fell off sometimes becuase it was injured.